EXAMT Wednesday, August 11, 2010
ORD.
AND NOW I AM FACING EXAM ;) Feeling real stress about it. Its like I studied but there are many things that I just cannot remember. Anyone who study Biomedical will understand this agony I am going through .SO much to memeroize. arghhhh
Anyway, I got a job finally. Its nice. Gonna start real soon on 16Aug :)
My life today.
2:00 AM
Heavier mentallyT Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Job hunting for a mth already. still nothing. getting depressing .
Woke up each day with an ever increasing heavy heart.
I just wonder when can I get one. Its like wasting my time totally.
How I wish I'm rich and poof, i will have a normal student life again. Its soooo frustrating that I got into a good uni but I cannot afford it. And now I am pathetically finding a job here as I study part time.
I dont know if I am add pressure to myself, I tried to tell myself not to be stress but it just come in within. Outside, I pretend to be happy and confident of myself. In reality, I suck totally.
Thankfully, this blog is dead. I can just write and post w/o many people noticing.
Hope that things gonna be better real soon :)
My life today.
11:10 PM
ORD LORT Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Yup, 9th June, I got my IC. Nothing extraordinary, it just feel real great to be a civilian once again, see my pink IC.
Anyway, flew off toSydney the next day. Visited my bro and visited many place like Blue Mountain. Met Kaihui and Sutyee too for hurricane ribs and pancakes ;) Yummy . Hunter Valley too.
Few to Christchurch too and chck out the Southern Alps
ANyway, i will post photo soon on FB and here too.
Quite surprise to see Karin giving me a farewell SMS on the day I left. :) Though nothing special but I thought it was real sweet. :) Thanks
Had lots of family bonding time, 11 days of it :) Seeing so many nice scenery and rainbow over a hill, something I see in books appearing right infront of me .
Got back on 21st, feeling stress nw.I really need a job badly, hoping to get interview and stuff to get it going. Really wish to leave Singapore
My life today.
7:57 PM
Thanks Adam and Baoyun :)T Wednesday, May 26, 2010
My past 1 week have been fantastic. I got to thanks Adam and Baoyun for that. We had about 5 nights together. The best part, there was car everywhere we went.
It was very sudden and started out on the day they met me after powerhouse. Real random considering we didnt meet up for a long time since the start of 2010.
We had food at jalan kayu, Dempsey,geylang, mahjongs, Lan game. And getting HOR LAND while in the car. Having 3 different 4th player on the mahjong game.
Full of craps. :) Full of Joy. This is call friendship ;)
Something short, but just feel like writing it since I am having my shiraz cabernet by myself.
Somehow, i recalled those days after i regretted breaking up with u. Had red wine to numb myself to bed. Ever since then, I dont think I have any one anymore. Being single for so many years already. Just hoping to have someone nice real soon.
My life today.
3:42 AM
Some updates and fun I had :)T Tuesday, May 4, 2010
I was at St james Powerhouse few days back with my poly mates and secondary school friends. It was really fun, had vodka all night, got high in the club and just pure madness with my mates. :)
School started too. Given notes and stuff and I find that I understand stuff so much better as compare to my days in RP where there are PBL and it was hard to understand concept. But now concept on paper , lecturer teach us and with own self-study, I seem to be more confident with what I am learning now. Glad to have friendly dudes in the class too. :)
36 more days to go to ORD :)
My life today.
8:19 PM
the feeling I have yet to feel for a long long timeT Sunday, April 11, 2010
It been a long time since I wrote something. But anyway, just thought of blogging so YEAH.
Was out with Bonnie yesterday. First meet up since so long back. Aint gonna put any details like watch what movie and so on.
Anyway, sent her back after that. Somehow the bus-ride was particularly sweet for me. The feeling was something I havent felt for so long.
I admit, I threw away my chance last year by letting her go. She got attached, I got jealous. But still spoke to her. Even though many stuff happen from the time we were kinda close. But the feeling I had yesterday was really different.
Been a long time since I would check my HP whenever it rings and hoping it was her.
Sound like some small little young dude. But whatever it is, I know.
Aint hoping that much. As usual, gonna see how stuff goes. But I know this time I wont let go, if I get to hold on to her again. :)
My life today.
9:33 PM
AMM 2010T Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Finally had AMM like 2 weeks back with my usual AMM KAHKIS. Damon, Guang Ling and Melissa Tan.
Seriously if mahjong can always be like playing with them, it would be awesome. It was full of fun and laughter. It does not matter if you really lose that much cause the fun compensated for everything.
As usual, the major comical points were directed to Mr Damon Giam. With his BEI fong tiles. Throwing to me to game with 5 tais. He was damn slow, seriously, after so long, I thought he has change so much but he was still slow. We all wanted 2 games but due to the speed factor. 1 was all that we can have.
Hopefully he gonna be real fast the next time we meet up :)
5:26 PM
