MoodlessT Monday, November 19, 2007
Was flipping and searching for my acadamic certificate cause I need it for my medical check up for NS on wednesday. Saw some photos with my sec sch life stuff and was nice to see pictures I took with the Japanese student when I was in sec4 and my groupies photo which we took during teacher day in sec4 as well. Then the last photo was me and her. If you know me, You will know who is the her.
I dont know why did I insist on that, why did I take for granted after a relatively simple wooing or maybe why didnt I try to rectify the issue. So many why and if but what can I do now, totally nothing. Been so long , girls coming in and out but the feeling is just not there. She is indeed the perfect one at least for me.
But then, I forsake her leaving her sad and now I am so haunted by it, not I'm guilty but more to I'm missing her alot. Nothing can change, Sound like some girls blogging and being just emotional but I dont know what esle to do but just do blog it out.
I remember when I was young, girls were my arch rival and I told myself, I will never have a girlfriend but now a much more mature guy, I am not really troubled but more to feeling down because of a girl.
My life today.
10:07 PM
RGS PHOTOST Friday, November 9, 2007
My bLa bLa Girls RGS :)Instructors of RGS
Us and Coach Yvonnepart of my bla bla girls :PDebrief and looked how focus they are
Searching for directions to Hong LIM pARK
My life today.
5:25 PM
Raffles Girls SchoolT Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Had an event with RGS today at CBD area. They had an amazing race.
Seriously I had nothing but praises for RGS. They aint call RGS for nothing, the school culture, school attitude that has been instill in the girls were really superb. Maybe they are indeed I was told the cream of the crop of RGS so they were of higher standard.
Anyway,I got my 2 goups, group2 and 8 and together we are group 3. Team name = bLA BLA because both of their original groups names were like sooo tongue-twisting. Group teachers were Alan and Priscilia, they were really nice teachers. I was quite stress at first cause I'm like taking RGS, a "WOW" school in Singapore. But as soon as I got settle down, I felt quite relaxe.
Now, I will tell you why their attitude is simply great by giving this example.We went down to Hong Lim Park before proceeding to the market. Movement were kinda slow so I just had to tell them about being a leader like being initiative and having a better sense of urgency. After that, they improve so much that during the whole race, I DO NOT need to repeat to them again. If I'm taking a normal neighbourhood school, trust me,I will have to nag a few times at them.
Now is their culture, I told my group girls, HEY GIVE ME A CHEER OF YOUR OWN. and they did some signal and the rest of the school just stand and did a school cheer, I was very impress by that kind of spirit as well as the cheer. How I wish this was a 3 D 2N camp rather than just a day cause I do miss my bla bla girls.
Today,I also heard Coach Yvonne talked about some terms in life or the objective of RGS race which is to pay it forward. I kinda like that point is that when someone help or guide me. Rather than just paying back to him, I should pay it forward to others which can be more meaningful and Making someone happy is still someone so its still fulfilling an worth it. I thought about it and I FEEL I have to learn more to appreciate the beauty around me.
After that went Seoul Garden with about 20 over instructors to celebrate Val birthday, it was damn comical, we had like camp songs there and were loud. Nothing much to talk about here.
Conclusion for the day : Inspired by Coach Yvonne words, impressed by RGS spirit and culture and lastly, I will really miss the BLA BLA girls of Raffles Girls Secondary School :)
Photo will be uploaded soon.
My life today.
12:36 AM
Sembawang Sec SChool campsT Sunday, November 4, 2007
After 1 month, Sembawang sec camp is finally over.Overall, the camp was really fun, meeting new instructors like Jim, Sandra, Lynn and some others.
Class 2A1
Took 2A1, Was initially very impressive when they were doing their flag design and thought, it should not be a big problem handling this class cause flag designing is normaly one of the most troublesome and slow activity.
2A1 mouth open big big
Group 5 after mudwar
Basically for the team, I'm most impress by the malay guyz and Kai Ting for the girls side, they are a bunch of spirited group who can acutaly influnce their team to excel better. But as they are still learning the ropes, its normaly the small little issue that will make the task dificult like being resiliance, taking initiative. But sure do Ridwahn , Faiz, KaiTing. This 3 are indeed my star campers for this class. Just improve and learn more. You wil be great :)
Typically some are the empty vessel, you can chat alot with them, it can be very comical to chat with them but they dont do anything at all, despite attempt to make them realise they have to do something not for themselves but the class as well.
But to the plus point, I thought the campfire was quite nicely done but again ,if only, they hadnt waste so much time,I'm confident of a much better performance.
At the end of the day, I was thinking should I change my method in dealing with them or is it just them that this method did not really work. I dont know, but it do work with other camp I took. Maybe I should just see how the group of student are.
Conclusion for Sembawang Camp : I'm glad to have leaders camper and making them realise but probably I could have do more to gel the class up.
Sembawang instructors
Killing Ryan
Went for Mee Toh school campfire on friday. Met new peeps again like Tracy, Hsien Chuan and seeing some other older instructor like Mojo Pillay Azri, they are like the king of Jokes la. It was damn fun and yea, the dining hall was said to be very clean on the last day. I'm proud of it.
I think school culture really plays a part in the kind of student, as in the case of the 2 school I seen.Mojo and me were like disturbing people in this camp, poking them and making them not realise who poked them but most of the time, it looked Mojo was the one so this show I got the innocent face Mee Toh was more discipline whereas the others are more to those who think they are mature but seriously are peanut, only the few can see the value and importance in the things they do.
Campfire night
Carry Hsen Chuang
me tracy jer
Power Unite on Mojo Head :)
My life today.
1:27 PM