Heavier mentallyT Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Job hunting for a mth already. still nothing. getting depressing .
Woke up each day with an ever increasing heavy heart.
I just wonder when can I get one. Its like wasting my time totally.
How I wish I'm rich and poof, i will have a normal student life again. Its soooo frustrating that I got into a good uni but I cannot afford it. And now I am pathetically finding a job here as I study part time.
I dont know if I am add pressure to myself, I tried to tell myself not to be stress but it just come in within. Outside, I pretend to be happy and confident of myself. In reality, I suck totally.
Thankfully, this blog is dead. I can just write and post w/o many people noticing.
Hope that things gonna be better real soon :)
My life today.
11:10 PM
