the feeling I have yet to feel for a long long timeT Sunday, April 11, 2010
It been a long time since I wrote something. But anyway, just thought of blogging so YEAH.
Was out with Bonnie yesterday. First meet up since so long back. Aint gonna put any details like watch what movie and so on.
Anyway, sent her back after that. Somehow the bus-ride was particularly sweet for me. The feeling was something I havent felt for so long.
I admit, I threw away my chance last year by letting her go. She got attached, I got jealous. But still spoke to her. Even though many stuff happen from the time we were kinda close. But the feeling I had yesterday was really different.
Been a long time since I would check my HP whenever it rings and hoping it was her.
Sound like some small little young dude. But whatever it is, I know.
Aint hoping that much. As usual, gonna see how stuff goes. But I know this time I wont let go, if I get to hold on to her again. :)
My life today.
9:33 PM
