MoodlessT Monday, November 19, 2007
Was flipping and searching for my acadamic certificate cause I need it for my medical check up for NS on wednesday. Saw some photos with my sec sch life stuff and was nice to see pictures I took with the Japanese student when I was in sec4 and my groupies photo which we took during teacher day in sec4 as well. Then the last photo was me and her. If you know me, You will know who is the her.
I dont know why did I insist on that, why did I take for granted after a relatively simple wooing or maybe why didnt I try to rectify the issue. So many why and if but what can I do now, totally nothing. Been so long , girls coming in and out but the feeling is just not there. She is indeed the perfect one at least for me.
But then, I forsake her leaving her sad and now I am so haunted by it, not I'm guilty but more to I'm missing her alot. Nothing can change, Sound like some girls blogging and being just emotional but I dont know what esle to do but just do blog it out.
I remember when I was young, girls were my arch rival and I told myself, I will never have a girlfriend but now a much more mature guy, I am not really troubled but more to feeling down because of a girl.
My life today.
10:07 PM
