Never ending thoughtsT Wednesday, March 19, 2008
First up, good news is that no mini ops is needed,my leg is recovering and hopefully by 28th march, my left will be back to normal and prepare for tonnes of teasing by fellow instructors I guess.
I guess cause of this injury, I got to stay at home almost daily and facing the different electrical appliances daily with my laptop being my companion most of the time. I dont know why, I just cannot but think about what has happen in terms of some relationship stuff.
Sometimes,I really wonder,if I didnt let you go, this period of loneliness which I am feeling will be filled, the special care I really need would be given I guess. But its been such a long time and still I'm haunted by the most foolish decision I have ever made.
Recently, met this nice girl who I thought could change my imperfect life and so went on to knowing her but at of the day, doubt she is the one. Its bothers me when the truth remains unspoken after some time but its ok.
But thankfully, my buddy Jeremy HHH has been arranging some mini gathering at my place to kill my boredom as well. Thanks bro. All this are really greatly appreciated alot.
Sometimes I wonder, should I start to be more consistent on the type of person I am. I mean I'm selective on when to be mature and stuff. And at times,when I dont feel the need to be more compose in front of people, I got misunderstood. I wonder.
Anyway,I'll just end off my final stuff with my fellow colleagues. Be mindful of what you are doing at different places. People will see things differently and if any negative thing started, you could have been the one who provided the chance for it to come. Just a general statement :)
My life today.
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